"I was absolutely crystal clear on one thing. “I'm empty. I'm insecure. I'm a follower, not a leader like my Dad raised me to be."
"There's some sort of hole in your heart that you're still trying to get filled. You wish your Dad had said some wonderful things."
Dad would be like; “Yeah I will be at your event. I will be at your wrestling match.” He wouldn't show up.
" I looked down and my knuckles were bleeding. I had decided at that point and time that I was going to commit suicide."
"I was addicted to pornography, I was addicted to masturbation. I was addicted to sex. I was also a heterosexual male."
"I understood the power on the demonic side because I had been choked by demons, hit by them, slapped by them."
"As I came out I heard her singing “Jesus loves me.” The faster she rocked, the louder she sang. My parents heard her and we were kicked out of the house."
"I would stab myself with a sewing needle. Or any kind of needle. Just to feel that pain. To know, you're still here. You're still human. You're still alive in some ...
Christian's Dad got in a fight with his brother who struggled with drug addiction. But when he exited the bathroom, his brother lit him on fire and killed him.
Jake's father had been incarcerated since Jake was a baby. Then Jake went to prison. They both found Christ in jail and are both free again.